Have you ever wondered if the life you have been living is genuine, is sincere? Have you ever wondered what may have happened to create such an unfortunate series of events to bring you to such a realization? Have you ever wondered if you can even tell the difference between what you really know and what you think you really know? Have you ever wondered about what will happen because of this realization and where this might lead you? Have you ever wondered about how it will affect the people closest to you?
It's scary... I'm scared.