Today was a good day. My kids have been sick for who knows how long and they are finally beginning to feel better. I like having healthy kids:) I went to my processing appointment with Robin and it was amazing. These appointments go for about two and a half hours at a time and I must say that they are very well spent. I leave feeling amazing and I have learned so much about myself, thank you Robin! I came home and finally got to chat with Rachel for a while. My schedule is pretty crazy so we're never home at the same time so it was good to talk. Last but not least, I made some plans to go out with friends from work tomorrow night which will be fun. I've felt like a hermit lately and I am very comfortable sitting in my room looking at Pinterest all night which can't be a good habit to continue for very much longer. I work with some pretty cool people so it should be a good night.
Oh yeah, my anxiety has been better this week as well. I am looking forward to self-improvement, new friends, more time with old friends, less anxiety, warmer weather on the horizon, time with my kids, and letting things be. I am really working on letting things be and trying to let things happen in their own time. I know things will work out for the best so I need to let them work out that way without trying to control my feeling or thoughts about them. Life is good and there is potential happiness in every moment of it, I just need to relax and enjoy it as it comes:)
Monday, January 30, 2012
Saturday, January 28, 2012
A Song
Now and then I think of when we were together
Like when you said you felt so happy you could die
Told myself that you were right for me
But felt so lonely in your company
But that was love and it's an ache I still remember
You can get addicted to a certain kind of sadness
Like resignation to the end, always the end
So when we found that we could not make sense
Well you said that we would still be friends
But I'll admit that I was glad that it was over
But you didn't have to cut me off
Make out like it never happened and that we were nothing
And I don't even need your love
But you treat me like a stranger and that feels so rough
No you didn't have to stoop so low
Have your friends collect your records and then change your number
I guess that I don't need that though
Now you're just somebody that I used to know
Good song.
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