I've had a little break today and it's been nice. I actually felt a little like my old self. I found some good stuff at the health food store that I've been taking and I think it's been working for the anxiety. I can't even explain how badly I want my body to feel normal again... it would be so nice. I'm hoping I'm on my way there. I think I used to be a pretty cool person and I want to find her again. I just thought that I should report that I've had a good day.