I'm pretty sure I don't recognize myself in those words. I am grateful and acknowledge what I said, but it's the way I said it and the references to blessings and praying and so many things that I don't think about or do anymore. It was two years before Davey and I got divorced and my brain now tells me that there was no way I was that happy... So I have to wonder whether or not I really was happy and I have forgotten or was I lying to myself?
So strange.