I don't quite think that the missing connection is the problem, it's
the result. Davey and I had a talk last night about how guilt has played
such a role in my life. It's been the driving force behind most, if not
all of my decisions. I guilt myself and I have let others make me feel
guilty. He said that if I can figure out how to let go of the guilt and
find a new driving force that maybe the connections will happen on their
own.
I like that, it makes a lot of sense. With this I
change my request... If anyone has any good resources on guilt and
overcoming it, let me know:)
